I dont know what to do

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I worry about every little thing lately

I worry so much tht my anxiety is threw the roof

I wish I could calm it down without taking the pill for it

My grandma has terminal cancer

The dog has something wrong with him he keeps making this gagging nose every hour or so

I don’t have a lot of money to take him to the vet to have them charge me an arm and a leg just to tell me it’s nothing and I’m freaking out bc he’s my baby and my best friend I would not be able to cope with this army life style without him

What do I do or am I just over reacting