Should I keep it going?

So I’ve been in a super tough spot in school. I went to a university at 17 and am just about to end my first semester, but I was in a sorority for about a month and went to every single party 3 days a week and racked up my body count continuing my legacy of making boys fall in love with me and then cutting them off.

Then I got super sick, I got 2 double kidney infections back to back because of the sex, which progressed into multiple yeast infections and a gyno falsely diagnosing me with herpes and giving me a huge wake up call when the results were negative. Then I got pneumonia, bronchitis, viral asthma, and a sinus infection at the same time like the world was telling me to cut the shit.

So I stopped everything, and downloaded dating apps because I realized I was being a huge bitch and I realized what I wanted and I went on a journey to find it.

Needless to say I found someone less than ten minutes away from me and he is the sweetest most caring person on earth and he deserves the world. He cares about me and when we are together it’s just pure bliss. But then I go back to my university or back home and I’m not with him anymore and I question and question wether I want to be with him or not.

He’s abstinent and doesn’t do drugs or drink or any of that and I know we would be really good for each other because I can show him how to be more open minded and he can put me in my place.

But I just don’t know if I should keep this going because the longer I’m away from him the more his picture drifts away in my brain, and I stay losing that connection and not really caring if I see him anymore until I actually do, and then all those feelings spark up again, I’m not sure.