Just so nervous 😔 (trigger)

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This will be our rainbow baby and I am so scared 😔 we had a perfect ultrasound at 6+2, heart rate was great and no issues. I am 10+1 today and I was doing ok for a bit but the thoughts have crept back in. Last pregnancy we didn’t have any signs of something being wrong and went into my 12 weeks ultrasound to find out we lost our baby at 8 weeks. So the closer we get to that 12 weeks scan this time the more afraid I get. I was due Christmas eve this year and I go in the week before Christmas to find baby’s heartbeat...I’m worried our Christmas will turn out doubly depressing with bad news again. I try to remind myself “what are the odds of the exact same situation in the exact same manner happening twice in a row?” I know women have had multiple mmc but to have multiple ones in the same gestational timeframe must be unheard of right?! I need reassurance and hope.....13 days until my exam 🙏🏻🤞🏻🌈