Any day now it will be over....

I got a call from my Dr this morning. My hcg levels have dropped down to 37, I am 5w4d today....she said it's not a tubal, and that she was surprised that I haven't had any bleeding or cramping at all yet....I go back next week to check my levels to make sure they go back to 0. I am honestly numb right now. It feels like this can't be real since I have no signs of a miscarriage other than my numbers dropping...

Any ladies out there with advice on how to cope, what to expect or how to move forward after a loss? I have 4 healthy children and I have never even considered that this would happen to us...thanks in advance for any help you can provide. I am just waiting for the inevitable now, and I guess that is when it will really hit me harder.