Ughh..... all I want

Is a negative pregnancy test. I had a miscarriage 11/24.... still somewhat spotting. I test every two to three days and they are still positive. Faint but positive. I have another blood draw next week! I’m praying the numbers will still be going down. I’m ready to start trying again. Levels were 113 Monday. And this is my test from today. I know it will be positive for a while but I’m getting impatient!