Resentment?

Hmmm this is something I’ve been needing to get off my chest for a while now. I’ve voiced my displeasure to friends and family a few times, but through just knowing how I would be judged for my opinion, I stop short of how I truly feel...

I don’t want to be a stepmom. I’m irritated as fuck, to celebrate Father’s Day with my significant other, and I’m only a dog mom. I refuse to be like my significant others baby mom and only have a baby from a man. I want a ring first. I want to be married, I want all of our last names to be the same on my baby’s birth certificate... I didn’t make my significant other a dad, he let some girl he don’t even like give him his first child. And I was robbed. You know how I was robbed, because he sure convinced me at the beginning of our relationship that she was crazy, which she is, and that the baby was not his. Oh but when he got them papers and did a dna test we were already a year in love, and were best friends. So I didn’t leave, I stayed and continued to love this man.. And I love him more now than I ever have, just still never wanted to be a stepmom.