Almost... I almost did it.

I had a really bad day so my boyfriend came to check on me. Despite everything I was feeling really horny and we both wanted to have sex. So after we made out for a while, we decided together it was time, and right before we started I got scared and backed out.

Am I a bad person?? He’s not mad or anything. He completely understands. But I just feel like I was a massive teens when really I just freaked out.

I have a past of being abused by ex boyfriends and family members. So he gets that some things scare me. But at that moment, I almost did it.