Feeling Robbed?!

I feel he doesn't find me attractive anymore or wants something/someone else, but won't say. When I walk by to try to get his attention its like he doesn't see me. Even dressing up or anything.. Sometimes just flat out ignores me and everything I do for him. Doesn't ever try to give back.. unless its sexually! Devil dick..

But anyway, Im just really hurt about alot actually.. today of all, started out as a good day, not for him tho.. His coworker has been fucking with him for a few months and hes always around his 2 women coworkers when he decides to confront him. (obo 3 times now) I seriously don't even know what I'm trying to ask.. but damn it, I've just been feeling so gross and ugly lately! He doesnt even talk to me about things anymore these women are always the first to know.. or are around.. wtf am I? I know I'm not there at work with him to hear but for him to say I wanted to call you right away but they were right out in the hall to basically calm him down..? Im so lost and he doesn't even know or seem to care. But I'm sure these girls know more about whats been going on with him than I do.. I just don't want to add more stress.. Im not perfect by all means but what happened to us? Some days you're a stranger others my lover.. Im just lost on whats actually wrong here in my head.. but idk how to stop it! Jealousy at its finest? Probably.. Im just lost and he doesn't even know.. && Im only feeling robbed cause he doesn't even talk to me right away, why don't you tell me everything since you make me..

I just feel dumb for even talking about this here..

Im sorry this is immature and I just needed a place to vent too..