I’ve always been so embarrassed

By the way my boobs look I hate it! I won’t even bother asking my husband if the way boobs look matter to men because he’ll just say he loves me the way I am but I don’t believe it. It’s got to be kind of a perk to men to know someone has nice tits. Mine are sagging from children my aereolas are huge and I have inverted nipples I don’t think it could get much worse aesthetically lol I know he would never leave me over having ugly boobs but it’d be nice to feel confident with them seeing as there right in front of me. Has anyone ever asked their SO about this issue if so what did they say???!? I won’t get a real answer from my husband he’ll lie to me to save me from myself lol