Dear mom

Why are you doing this? How can you not see dad loves you? He shows you it clear as day and buys you whatever you want. Over 10 months and you still kept it going even after he confronted you. Even though you’re putting him through hell mentally and emotionally he still loves you and is trying to fix your marriage. How are you so cruel. I looked up to you, but after I’ve seen what you’ve done, after I pierced everything together, I don’t see how I could’ve ever looked up to you. You’re evil. You’re torturing him. Every time I give him a hug he starts to cry and asks why you don’t love him anymore. He’s cried on my shoulder more times than I can count now and before all of this I’ve never seen him cry. At 5:00am I heard him crying downstairs in the kitchen, it woke me up and I went downstairs to check on him. You’re destroying him and you know it. But you won’t leave. You’re just going to keep torturing him. And when you think we’re asleep y’all argue. I heard you a few minutes ago. I heard him screaming about how you’re hurting him and him scream at you “will you ever love me again” it breaks my heart to see him hurt and after 20 years of marriage you don’t give a damn. Well I hope he leaves you and finds someone worth loving that won’t cheat on him and torture him with it. After all of this I don’t want to speak to you and I don’t want to see you. I don’t even want to come home anymore but I do because I know dad needs me to be there for him because I’m the only one in this damn house who cares. And I’m about to go off to college in August and god I hope you’re gone by then.