I’m losing it..

I was diagnosed with depression when I was young, and it’s been a struggle.

I was able to cope with it at first, and in all honesty life wasn’t that bad. But for the past two years, it’s been at its worst. I hold on for my kids but I’m afraid one day I’ll lose my battle with depression. There are days I wish I didn’t have to be here. I feel no joys in life and I just want to be happy.

I’m still at the age of 19 years old being bullied. I hate even leaving my house. I hate looking in the mirror. I hate who I am..

The only thing I got in life is my beautiful daughter and my son ( who I’m currently pregnant with)

I just don’t know what to do anymore 😞