So... I’ve been absolutely depressed since I found out I was pregnant.

Let me elaborate a bit on what my situation currently is...

I’m almost 7 weeks pregnant...

the guy who is the father was really excited when I told him... now he told his family and doesn’t think it’s his anymore. He has no viable reason to think that, but he does. We aren’t on good terms. He doesn’t talk to me anymore and we aren’t Together anymore. To me, that’s fine. I don’t NEED him...

I was engaged to my ex fiancé back in September, but a lot of shit went down that really fucked me up mentally and emotionally. We were living together, I furnished our home, paid our bills, did everything.. and in a span of two days, he kicked me out and has his new girl living in the house along with his ex wife. His ex wife is moving in with her new fiancé soon, he was just helping her with a place to stay while she had no where to go.

Since I’m not with the guy who got me pregnant, I’ve been talking to my ex fiancé a lot. He wants to fix everything between us, so I’ve been going to see him and talking to him every day.

.....but his new girl is already talking about marriage and having a baby...

Now I’m stuck in a situation where I’m conflicted... I’m always sad. I don’t know what to do. I love this man so much... I don’t wanna get hurt again. He’s gone as of right now and won’t be home for a little while.

But it’s making me extremely depressed because I don’t know what’s going on.

The baby isn’t even here yet and I’ve already been told I’m a horrible mother and etc...

I just needed to vent.. I don’t wanna be judged anymore, so please... refrain from the mean comments...