So a few questions

I’m 14 I’m gay and I’m worried that I’m not great a 🍽🐱 does anyone have any advice by the way I am not having any sex but I just want to know how so when I do have a girlfriend and she asks me I’ll be ready. And 🍽🐱 kinda grossed me out a bit because your so close to their butt and what if they haven’t shaved or whatever. Help haha 😆