Marriage?? Guilt? 🤷🏼‍♀️ helppppp

My s/o and I have been together for almost 4 years now. We are high school sweethearts and I would’ve said yes if he would have proposed even 3 years ago. My question for everyone today is if i have been hinting around about marriage and he’s already went to look at rings with me, do you think I should feel guilty for hunting because I have been so anxious for him to eventually pop the question? Or do you think if/when he proposes it doesn’t really matter if I hinted bc either way he bought it meaning it was his ultimate decision??? Just need other people’s thoughts..