Found Myself Crying Another Month

So Me & My Fiancée Have Been Trying To Conceive Ever Since He Came Home Last December.... As You Can See It’s December All Over Again I’ve Been Trying To Conceive For N Whole Year An Nothing Has Work Lubricants Prenatal Pills Everything Even Tried To Just Do It Natural An Let Nature Take It’s Course Still Havent Worked So December Is Just A Ruff Month For Me... My Period Hasn’t Came Yet This Month So Maybe Maybe Not I Just Found Myself A Couple Minutes Ago In The Bathroom Breaking Down In Tears Like Balling Tears (This Is Not the First Time) But Still It’s So Hurtful💔💔💔