I really need mental health and I don't know how to ask. I've seen 7 psychologists, and used to be on meds but I was taken off. My mother doesn't think I'm depressed. I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. Every time we go to the doctor (I have health issues) they ask how my mood is and she answers for me saying I'm doing great. I'm barely hanging on. I don't know what to do myself. I cannot find any reasons why I should stay other than me leaving and hurting my boyfriend. I just need to know why I should stay and how to seek help. I'm 17 so I can't do a whole lot