Bear with me as I just need to vent right now.

I have a good friend who just found out she’s pregnant... with twins. Now, don’t get me wrong, I am absolutely happy for her but right now I’m so envious and jealous it’s not even funny.

My husband and I have been married for a little over a year, together for six. We have 3 kids(mine not his) and a couple months ago we decided that our family wasn’t big enough. We decided to join the adventure of ttc. I know that we’ve only been at this making babies thing for a little bit, but right now it just doesn’t seem fair.

My friend is unemployed, her boyfriend is unemployed, these two are getting ready to hit their thirties and still have his mommy paying for everything. Neither one of them know how to properly take care of themselves. She already has an 11yr old who she gave up rights to her parents because raising a baby was “too much”.

They are not mentally or financially ready to have a kid, let alone twins!!

What frustrates me the most is my husband are educated, gainfully employed, own our own home, responsible and wonderfully happy parents WANTING AND PLANNING for more children and right now I feel in a slump because right now we are having to work for it and still have yet to see two pink lines... and that stuff just came so easy for them...

Why?!?!?!?!😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭

Why don’t we deserve to be pregnant and be able to make our happy family grow?!?!

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

OK, done venting... I feel a little better. Thanks for listening.