Anyone else loose a parent young?

tanya

Hello I'm 23 years old and my mom passed away on November 7th this year. She was only 52. I'm having a really hard time dealing with her passing. Some days I'm great but others are like tonight, where I'm crying in the bathtub so my husband wont see. Hes never lost anyone he was very close to so he doesn't understand how I'm feeling. It also doesn't help that I'm 9 weeks pregnant and my emotions are already out of whack. Just wondering what others have done to help them heal? I know after some time it will be better just wondering what can help for right now?