I am 24, my fiance is 39. I'll be 25 in may, he'll be 40 in april. We've been together since May 19th 2016. He has 3 kids, 14, 5, and 4. I don't have any. We had a miscarriage in April. He keeps telling me he wants one with me but his actions are COMPLETELY different. He gets drunk every night, stays in the living room watching t.v., doesn't come to bed until 1a.m. Then says he has to go to bed cuz he has work at 6a.m. I try to go cuddle/spend time with him on the couch but he always tells me to get off him or gets up. I cry every single night. I get so so so frustrated day after day. I try to make the first move every single night but he ends up falling asleep within 5 minutes... He doesn't want to communicate with me about TTC. I beg and beg him to come spend time with me, act like he actually cares, show me some attention. Because at this point I'm starting to think he's talking to or having sex with someone else... I don't think he's interested in me anymore... I don't work, I stay home with his 4 year old everyday and get the 5 year old off the bus. I clean the house, do everything for the house and his kids but he won't try to make one of OUR own. I need help. 💔😢