I don’t know about the rest of you struggling to get pregnant, but is it just me or is EVERYTHING going wrong when you are trying?

We have been trying since January. In this year alone I lost a friend to a overdose, a dog to a sudden tumor, my great aunt to a fall, and my grandmother to meningitis. My grandma still has me so down there are days I can’t get out of bed. We were very close and my 5 year old was very close to her as well. I have moved twice. And going on my third round of clomid. I just want to ovulate when I should and get pregnant. I need a little ray of sunshine to come about. 2018 has been awful, but here’s to hoping 2019 will be better!