Last month we had national tests in math and it went so bad. ( i don’t know if you have that in America ) I knew i fucked up.

We just had to discuss some math problems in groups based on our grades and our teacher would fill in squares of how we did. I got 0 out of 15... I suck in math but I wasn’t expecting and F. I always get E’s and sometimes D’s. I know that grades doesn’t define my future but for me it really matters. I want high points so I can make sure I get in on the high school I want. I’m really disappointed in myself and I’m really trying to get better at math, and school generally, but I just want to give up. My grades are falling and I have no motivation to get them up.