So in the last three months I had to cut ties with my three best friends and I know it was for the better but I just can’t help but to look at old pictures and memories and miss them sometimes. We had a lot of fun together and the good moments were so good. I’m just honestly worried that I’ve lost that forever. I do have other friends but they’re not like the ones I just lost, which is also a good thing lol

The friends I lost were really disrespectful, would talk about me behind my back, and would just start drama for no reason. It’s weird to say cause we’re all like 20 but I felt like I was in highschool and honestly just being used or bullied. But I can’t help but to miss my friends. :/

I have a boyfriend and he’s a large part of the reason why I let them go because they weren’t happy for me (even tho them and I all know that I’ve never been with a guy half as sweet as this one). And they’d tell me that I’m gonna cheat on him and that he’s a downgrade from my ex and other guys I used to talk to and I can’t tell if they really believe what they’re saying or if they’re just jealous that I’m finally happy with someone.

Anyways, I don’t know what my point in typing all of this out was. I just get really sad when I think about the memories I’ll no longer be making with them.