Fed up

I feel like I've been bleeding all freaking month. Aside from my period, I've spotted the days with the pink polka dots. I've associated it with possible ovulation bleeding or implantation bleeding. I don't freaking know. But my period is 5 days away. My spotting is a little heavier today but it's It red or pink. It's very brown. So I'm not ruling out pregnancy yet... but I have a gut feeling I'm out this month. I'm feeling very discouraged and upset. This was our third month trying which is nothing compared to some of you ladies. But it's tough on anyone. We really tried this month. We tried different positions, we tried more than once a day, I guess next month we will be trying preseed for sure. Ugh 😞😭