Making myself crazy...I'm 36, we've been ttc about a year, did <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> in August which ended up a chemical pregnancy :-/ 29th...)when we went for the consult after the <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> fail they told us they didnt know what went wrong. Every vaginal scan and blood test was normal... we're trying one last time in January, meanwhile we're still trying on our own, this was this past month, had a positive ovulation test 2 days in a row (28th and 29th...)had sex in the morning and evening, except for the 30th when it was only in the morning... and right now I can feel my period coming... this is driving me crazy... and I'm sick of being told to just relax... it really isn't an option for me. If the <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> doesn't work this time we're packing it in and getting a puppy I just wish I knew why I can't do this..., like do my eggs have a force field around my husbands sperm or what?? I was really holding out for a Christmas miracle but it's not happening. Thanks to anyone that's actually read through this all, I just needed a rant...