Christmas and money :/

Hey guys. So this year my family and I are really short on money. I have a boyfriend whom I’ve been dating for a little over 2 years and he showers me with gifts over Christmas which usually consist of expensive ones too. Whilst I’m so appreciative I also feel a sense of guilt that I can’t return this act. I don’t have a job and my parents are short on money this Christmas. I want to get him somethings that’s meaningful and special, something that will live up to what he will buy. He keeps saying “I bought you another Christmas present” and I feel bad because I’m not sure what to get him or even how to get him something of the same price.

Any ideas?🙁 I’m feeling a bit low about this