I can’t do this anymore.

Being told how awful I am. My kids are going to hate me cause I’m like my mother.

I’m already drowning and my husband just sits there calls me names. Then tells me to stop crying and not to have self pity and stop being selfish.

I just want it all to end. I can’t pray I don’t wake up. Or something awful happens to me when I walk out the door. I just want it all to stop.