Kissing

Katie

So in the beginning of 7th grade, I fell for this guy super hard. We instantly became best friends and hung out every single day. I came over to his house for dinner and we would FaceTime for over 6 hours on a good day. He was my world. My best friend fell for him and wanted to date him even though she knew I liked him. I told her to date him because I just wanted her to be happy, even if her happiness was destroying me. They dated for a while, and I’m not trying to make excuses, but a week after they broke up, he fell for me. Me being ignorant and in love, I agreed to date him. When I tried to talk to my friend about it she got so mad and completely cut me off. Long story short I ended up kissing him on his couch. After it was all over, he told me he made a mistake and that he never liked me like that. Now it is this year and yes I’m back to being best friends with the girl, but this boy and I barely talk. How do you go from loving someone so hard and knowing everything about them to pretending you

Don’t know they exist? Any advice on how to get over him?