A few months ago my mother forced me to abort my baby i was 16 and the father was 20 but that wasn't the point she made me abort the baby because apparently a baby could ruin my life but since the abortion I feel empty and broken and sometimes my mind goes back to that day I payed on that table and they took my baby from me when it was over and i seen all the blood I just wanted to hurt myself I hate life right now but I try to go out and do things to get over this pain but nothing works I haven't spoken to anyone about this except for the father but we no longer speak so now I'm just falling in and out of depression modes and some people found out I was pregnant and now I'm embarrassed I just really need someone to talk to but thanks too anyone taking time out & reading this