I should just be thankful...

I’m 10 weeks pregnant. I should just be thankful I’ve made it this far, I should just be thankful I finally got pregnant. But I’ve been so down, I’ve felt so lonely and felt like nobody cares about me or this baby or the concerns I am having. I wanted this baby for so long, had a failed <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> and by the grace of god got pregnant naturally. But since I’ve been pregnant it seems as if it’s been one thing after another... I have a blind spot in my left eye, I’ve been bleeding on and off. Went to the emergency room three times and each time they say it’s a threatened miscarriage and the last doctor said I may have a tear in my placenta and that may be causing the bleeding and sudden gushes of blood I’ve been having. I’ve missed so much work from going to the emergency room, and my ob gyn doesn’t seem to be too concerned. My SO brushes everything off and says it will be fine. My own sister doesn’t respond to me when I text her. So I feel like what’s the point. I know if I lose this baby I will never be the same, but nobody else cares anyway.