Giving my hopes up😔

I wish AF would show up. I mean don't get me wrong, I wish she wouldn't but I've taken 2 tests and they were both negative. She needs to quit making me think I could be pregnant but nothing. We've been TTC for over a year now. This is the second time this has happened. AF probably won't show up until the end of the month. My last period started on October 23rd and ended on the 26th. I'm just trying to not worry about it. Anybody else in this same boat?