I lost my baby 11/11/2018 so it’s been a month since than; I’m such an emotional wreck still like I don’t want to look at other people’s babies or pregnancy photos; I wish it was mine; I wonder why I had to lose another child all the time. My mind is everywhere and this post probably won’t make much sense and I’m sorry if it’s all over the place. I just want to cry and I wish we could try again now but he don’t want to the bleeding irks my soul it lightens up it gets heavy and back and forth and back and forth I wish things would go back to normal I’m so over all of this I wish I was still pregnant and all but I’m not and it hurts 😢😭