I am completely broken 💔

Em

After getting my bfp a week ago with my rainbow baby after 2 miscarriages this year I had cramps and spotting this morning so went to the hospital who done a blood test which I will get results this afternoon and then a pregnancy test which has come back negative! I’m supposed to be 5 weeks and 2 days! I can’t cope anymore! How is this fair I don’t deserve this 💔😢😢😢