Well it’s official. Everything blows.

I wanted an unassisted birth, didn’t happen.

I wanted a water birth, didn’t happen.

I wanted a midwife, didn’t happen.

I wanted a doula, didn’t happen.

I wanted an unmedicated natural birth-

Aaaand now my induction is being scheduled.

So much for having any say in my birthing experience.

They aren’t even giving me options as to how they induce me.

My mom spent all week telling me I’m the reason her relationship is falling apart, she hasn’t asked me once about the baby. I’m disappointed and feel crappy I can’t even bring myself to tell anyone about the induction.

I’ve been stuck at 2cm for the past few weeks and I’m just skeptical I’m going to get there before they make me get induced.