It's the hardest thing EVER. I was trying for 15 cycles with my current husband. We were set to undergo <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> but fell pregnant on our own during the Thanksgiving holiday. I've been cautiously optimistic from 9dpo when I got my faint positive. This was my second pregnancy ever and though I was told women with pcos have higher chances of miscarriage, I held onto hope. Last night at midnight I began having lower left abdomen pain and it wasn't excruciating or even really painful. Theres been no blood so I thought maybe a cyst.

Tuhhh, my OB sent me straight to the ER and I've been told it's likely an ectopic and they could see something small the the left tube. My uterus was completely empty.

I'm so glad I got to feel you grow for this short time, you were going to be the biggest blessing for us. I know you were far to good to deal with the troubles of this world. I love you angel.