If you suffer from depression you know that it can come out of nowhere and be very hard to get back out of. I tried my best to explain...but he doesn't care. I just want someone to love me as much as I love them. To understand what it feels like to be alone with depression. This is how he speaks to me and wants to have kids. I think not. With my mental state I'd get post partum and do something bad..I need legit support and love. Why do I give my all to people who refuse to give me the same?? SMH.

I feel so low and depressed.