Alright so this might be long. I just want to know if I got the wrong hints? Acted weird. Did something wrong. I don’t know?

So today I finally stopped my period. I was so stoked because I’ve been so horny. My boyfriend and I were texting each other super excited for tonight. We had it planned. It was going down.

He comes home. We’re making dinner and we’re like play fighting he’s smacking me around (playfully) spanking me. I’m spanking him with a spatula. While we’re eating he’s winking at me and I’m giving him the eyebrows.

8pm rolls around and we put our son to bed and we’re in the living room cleaning up the baby’s toys and I get up and turn off the light ready to go to the room but he just lays there on the floor with our dog so I go and get on top of him and start holding down his hands telling our dog to get him and gets me and does the same and we’re laughing and tickling each other by the lit Christmas tree. Then I get on top and he starts kissing me and puts his hands down my pjs and starts grabbing my ass then the doorbell rings..

Fast toward. We’re in the room and okay so I thought this was his mood being aggressive tonight. We have moods where sometimes we fuck hard or we gently love make. Or he’s aggressive and dominate or I am. And so I thought tonight he wanted to go ham with play fighting and spanking me earlier. So I get on top of him and I’m like playing. Why were spanking me and hitting me earlier. Huh? Tell me. While on him and I didn’t really get anything. He changed it up and started saying why are you acting like a brat and then he tried going on his phone so I clicked it off and tried to get his full attention. I accidentally cracked his wrist which he does all the time and he was like ouch that hurt what the heck and I felt bad so I get off and lay down and I’m like okay now what? So then I snuggle up to him. We’re looking at memes on his phone and talking and we’re just laying there and he pulls down his pants and puts my hand on his dick and grabs my hand and puts it down my own pants. And I’m like okay now we’re back on track.

The baby wakes up and starts crying (he’s been teething and currently going through a leap) I give it like 5-10 minutes to see if he’d fall asleep on his own because usually he does and nothing. So I get up. Wash my hands. Go and rock him and put him down.

I walk back into our room. He still has his pants down and I step in dog pee.. I guess our dog peed when he ran to the room when the doorbell rang. So he got up and cleaned it up. Yes I know that’s annoying and a turn off.

We’re back into bed. I tell him I’m sorry for being a brat and for hurting him. He says I didn’t hurt him and to not worry about it. That he loved me and he was joking. So I start kissing his neck and being really affectionate and he’s just on his phone. So I tell him to show me some love so he puts his phone down and rolls on to his side and snuggles me and closes his eyes. I roll him over and get on top of him and he says it’s not comfortable so I get off and hurt him while doing I don’t even know how. So I just give up. We’re both laying there like uhhh.. twiddling our thumbs and so I ask him. Are you okay? And he says my ankles are sore and I’m like besides that? And he won’t say yes and he’s kinda beating around the bush then he says I kinda expected something to happen tonight and it didn’t and I said so did I! Like happy because it’s 9:30 and we can change that! But he ended up just rolling over and falling asleep. And I’m just laying there in tears like where the hell did I go wrong? I thought I was following his lead. And even though something kept happening I tried to start it back up again.

I’m like so bummed. Not exactly how I wanted the night to go. I’m typing this in the living room while I hear him snoring in the bedroom. Today was a crappy day and I had been looking forward to it all day. What do you think?