Caught Up On My Ex


So.. Recently me and my ex boyfriend had split ways almost for a month now. The reason was unclear and so suddenly heartbreaking. He gave a reason that was fake and straight up lied to me. Anyways,

I saw his snap story and it was with a girl.. immediately my heart sank,, its really hard when I depended so much on him emotional, and physically. We shared many intimate and heartfelt moments through the year we shared. I really thought I found a shortcut in life - that i found my future husband in highschool instead of having many more relationships in the future. In short, I thought god had gave me the one early in my life.

I just don’t know how to deal? Do you guys think I could get some advice please? I feel like Ill never date again,, no one else will want me.