Ugh this insomnia

Jessica • RN and mama to four beautiful baby girls ❤️

It's 0200 and my brain won't shut off. I can't get comfortable. Meanwhile, I was out like a light at Ten pm and woke up my normal five times to pee. Then my FIL texted to say his mom died. So now I can't fall back asleep because when my husband wakes up I get to tell him his grandma died. Even though we were expecting it, I'm not looking forward to it. I'm trying to get comfortable and get some rest because besides all this, my hips are on fire.