TTC Help?

Courtney • Engaged!💍♥️ 11/06/19 🥺👣 Baby #2 coming December 2020💙👣

Hey, Ladies! Is it bad that my cycles are so long? My periods are irregular. Clearly. But, I’ve been ttc for almost a year now with no luck. And I think that maybe this could be why. I’ve been to the doctor. And my doctor said she referred me to someone to figure out what’s going on. But I still haven’t received a call. So. I think I’m going to call and talk to her Monday. Because my hopes just keep being crushed. I want to be a mother SO bad. And my husband wants a baby as well. And it’s so heartbreaking always seeing negatives. And getting my hopes up because AF is late. It’s tearing me apart that my chance to be a mommy, might not even be there. 😭😭