Ttc #3, cycle 12. On the edge of a nervous breakdown due to work and other things. My husband wants another baby so bad. But we are either too tired, or one of the kids wake up, or SOMETHING happens and we usually don’t finish! He will always say we can do it again later, but we don’t. I am to the point of not even wanting to do it anymore. I give up. It’s just not meant to be and it breaks my heart in half. I’m deleting this app, throwing away the opks and preseed, and accepting it. I know some will say I am selfish since I already have had two, but I have always wanted 3 children. I’m just done. I cannot take this added stress on top of everything else.