I'm scared 😰

So my partner and I have a baby boy who's 7months. I've missed my period for almost two months and I have the feeling I had with my son that im pregnant again. I'll be getting a test again. I've tried six times and it's negative. I've had sore boobs for almost three weeks now along with nausea mood swings and back pains.

I'm so scared to have another as my son is still so young and I'm still trying to get over the traumatic birth I had with him along with PPD & PPA .. I don't want to get an abortion if I am though. 😶 idk how to deal with this mentally....