So, I’m in a dilemma.

After almost two years of being single, I’ve finally decided to date again. In these almost two years, I haven’t had sex with anyone. Not because I’m celibate, but because I’m afraid to.

My ex boyfriend took my virginity then told me he broke up with me because I wasn’t up to his beauty standards. We had only had sex 3 times and none were fun or successful. Ever since he had done that to me, I have been self conscious about myself.

Well, now I’m super interested in a guy who I might have sex with in the future, but I’m too scared to give myself to anyone. Not only because I don’t like my body, but because I’m not as experienced as they would probably think I am.

Thoughts, comments or suggestions? Thanks in advance!