In my feelings

Ok, so I know I’m tired all the time. I know my husband gets tired of me being tired. I work graveyard shift and take care of our two year old during the day. I also have hypothyroidism so the tiredness is horrible most the time.

Anyway, I got off off work at 7 this morning cooked breakfast for my family and they go take a nap. So I take a nap. We all wake up and he watches football while I watch our daughter. I’m literally falling asleep with our daughter crawling all over me in bed so I try to get his attention. He is in the living room watching football. He goes into a rage and is pissed off that I’m exhausted and wanted him to put her to bed. I guess I had the wrong tone to my voice I dunno.

Now I’m lying on the couch and can’t sleep, it’s hard to sleep when I’m upset and baby girl still isn’t asleep. I hear her in her room. But I hear him snoring in the bedroom. Mind you he was off work today,slept all night , took a nap and is once again sound asleep. I really just feel so horribly alone sometimes. I’m so tired, just so tired. Sorry for the complaining. I needed to vent I guess.