I’ve been single for 6 months today. 6 months ago I should have been moving back to a relationship that I thought was the real deal. He was my everything and I’d do anything to make him happy. He was there for me to help with Blake when I needed it but looking back on our relationship, it was not meant to be. Lots of things happen behind closed doors, we all know this but man, ALOT happened behind closed doors for us. We had so many great memories but that’s all our 3 1/2 year relationship is to me now. Memories. It’s been a hard 6 months for me. I still look back and miss him and miss the life we had together because I was truly happy to be with this man. I loved the life we had together.

Looking back I’m so glad I got out of that relationship but deep down I sometimes wish I still was with him.

It was toxic and I had no idea but I am getting to be happier without him and without a man.

Thanks for listening.