Introducing myself

Hey y’all my name is Jessica and I was induced at 35 weeks due to preeclampsia. My little girl weighed 5 pounds 6 ounces. However the plan was to induce at 36 weeks which is what I would have been this coming up Tuesday so Malia is now 5 days old. After being in the hospital for almost 3 weeks myself I was discharged on Saturday and she is still in the hospital. She dropped weight on Friday and had a feeding tube but she pulled it out (by herself) last night so now she is no longer on the feeding tube. I know I’m blessed that it is not taking her as long to progress but that is today. We are praying that she continues to eat and gain weight. The thing for me right now is that any and everything makes me cry. Since I had her all I do is cry. When I’m happy when I’m sad even when I’m mad. All I’m doing is crying. What is wrong with me?? I know a good bit of it is because she is not here with us at home but still. I am crying over everything. I lay down and cry for 30 minutes at a time. What is wrong with me???