Hcg levels

Ladies please help me. I haven’t told anyone I’m pregnant yet. This is now my seventh pregnancy and I have no living children. I’m so fucking scared. I can’t keep going through this. If this pregnancy doesn’t work out I’ve made the decision that I’m done. It’s too much. Mentally and physically. Anyway...

My hcg level on the 12/11 was a 334.

Three days later on 12/14 it’s a 1400.

Does that seem like a healthy increase in 72 hours? I want to add I am also on progesterone by mouth 200mg before bedtime. (My last two pregnancies my progesterone was 10.8 and 10.5). As of my first blood draw on 12/11 my progesterone is a 23.9.

My doctor seems to think this may be the one. I’m so nervous. I want to be excited and tell myself that this is going to be my take home baby. But there’s that constant voice in my head saying “it can’t be.”

Opinions? Please.