Just venting...

I’m in a funk. My bf of almost a year is ignoring me and has been for the past 2 days. We did have a disagreement on Friday because I felt he was being mean to me and wanted him to apologize. But it wasn’t some big blowout argument. I think it’s the unknown that has me feeling worse; not knowing if he’s just taking a break or seriously done with me.

My period is 7 days late and I’m extra emotional about everything. May be just stress because I tested 2 or 3 days ago and it was negative. Haven’t eaten real food in about a week and nothing at all the past 2 days.

Signed,

-hating life right now

Update: So over the past two days, my friend and I have been doing some lurking and Im almost certain he’s back with his kids’ mother. He’s still ignoring me. I had a gut feeling there was something there the whole time but I thought he was different and believed him when he said it was nothing. I feel like such a fool. Not to mention, crushed to pieces. Still haven’t texted again. AF 8 days late. I don’t even want to know at this point.