What's the point anymore...

My son is 3 he has seperation issues so he sleeps with me. Full on panic attack and hypervinalates if he is put in his bed. He also has insomnia... So doesn't go to bed till 10pm-2am my husband gets up at 430am to go to work so since he went to that shift he's slept in my sons bed and my son sleeps with me. Its been so difficult lately with sickness an stuff that I'm just over it. Husband has been sick a week if not longer. An its always been an issue of him not doing shit to help around the house or what ever plus with everything else... This is how I know I've given up... In tired of fighting...

This is what I typed out to my husband

Our daughters nickname is sissy she's up by 8-9 in bed by 8-9 everyday. She's 2.

And I erased all that just to say this.

The time I'm losing isn't worth it nothings gonna change... And there's no point in trying or taking him down with me.