All I want is a baby. Just 1.

I guess I'm just not fit to be a Mom. I guess I'm just not good enough.

I've done everything right. Dated, Got married, quit smoking, don't drink, bought a house big enough for a family.... the only thing missing is the family part. We're just a couple. But I guess I'm just not going to get to be a Mom.

I've begged, I've cried, I've prayed. I've even experienced the ultimate joy of becoming pregnant... then the ultimate pit of despair when it was ripped away.

I guess it's just time to face the fact that it's just not going to happen.

And this is it for me.

This is my life.

THIS is all I'm ever going to be.