So over it *updated*

This is a bit of a rant but i need to put it somewhere

I iver doing everything in this house. Not inly do i bring in money to support our family but im technically a sahm m-f. I take out kids to school three times a day. I clean the house a million times a day. I workout. I cook supper so its ready by the time your home. Then i go upstair to put the kids to bed so they behave. Then i work all weekend. My life is non existant. I am not noticed. I am exhausted. BUT YOU SEEM TO THINK THAT VIDEO GAMES ARE MORE IMPORTANT. You seem to think that doing one load of dishes on the weekend is "cleanin the whole house". You think that because you make more or "work" 12 hours more than me that you dont have to do anything when you get home. I am TIRED. I do everything to make you and our kids happy....but its never enough. Thought of "thats not gonna feed all of us" "why didnt you do it this way instead" "even though i just got a mew computer part. I want the newest one again" I DO NOT EXSIST. I will only exsist when I tell you i am leaving. Ypu will only notcie me when i become happy. But you dont notice it to be happy with me. No,you question it. When I leave (which I will) then you will know just how much you have taken me for granted. Then you will realize just how crappy you treated me. And if for some reason you dont.....then it only reassures me that I made the right choice.

Edit: thpse telling me to tell.....i have told hime. His response is always im tired too i work all week blah blah blah.

Its alway a competition with him. I just want acknowledgment. But apparent that word is not in his vocabulary🙄 I have done everything in MY power to try to make him understamd and its just not clicking.